KECEWA

Honestly kecewa habis dengan keputusan exam. Give up habis nak continue study. Tapi entah lah, umpama telur di hujung tanduk, keputusan nak berhenti belajar masih celaru. Mengharapkan keputusan yang bakal dibuat terbaik until diri sendiri.

Rumah !

Sebelum cuti sem hari tu punya la berazam nak exercise nak kurus kan badan. Penyudah nya baru seminggu dekat rumah berat dah naik 5kg 😂. Tinggal angan2 nak exercise kuruskan badan. hahahah. Bila fikir balik, malas la exercise, cuti sebulan nak makan masakan mak puas2, nanti balik Kelantan Susah dah nak merasa.😄😄😄

My partner

If you want to stay with me, just one word, accept all my weakness. in shaa Allah the relationship will be stay longer. I don't need someone yang satu kepala, yang minat sama or so on. Just accept my weakness 'noktah'. I still in my process to improve myself to break all the weakness, and if I can I want to be perfect to satisfy others perception. 😅

headache

Still in my final paper week, having 3 more paper to sit and its like 😿😿😿. The best part for today was my lecture give assignment to us on the last week, and she want us to submitted by email, but today she asked us to printed the assignment and send it before 2 pm, and guest what? we know about it on 1pm. 😒😒😒. trying to be cool and relax, and finished before the time. 😪😪😪.  And now still trying to transfer the note from the books to the memory in my brain. hopefully I get the sweety result.😋

takut

Bila kau tak pernah sakit teruk since dilahirkan until now, and tak pernah masuk klinik, but now kau alaminya sendiri disaat kau jauh dengam family, you know what, I so afraid to tell the family about the sickness. takut bila family mula risau, even kau 2+ years old, still you are the princess in your family. 😥

Sakit

Baru berapa bulan duduk Kelantan ni, macam-macam penyakit baru datang. Gastriknya, migrainnya. 😢. Tahan la sikit mimi. Kata nak phd , ni baru degree dah tak tahan, macam mana nak PhD 😵. Mungkin tak biasa dengan course baru yang banyak membaca ni, tapi kau boleh buat punya. Fighting!

Rindu

Rindu,
Dengar mak membebel,
Ayah yang suka cubit pipi,
Adik yang ajak bergaduh,

Rindu,
berborak berdua dengan mak,
shopping dengan ayah,
memasak dengan adik,

Rindu,
Suasana rumah,
Bilik tidur sendiri,
Persekitaran rumah,

Dan aku,
Rindu dengan semua itu.